Long Walk

I have a goal, so I have started walking. My job has 18 buildings in one location so we call it a base or some say campus, the point is it's about 2 square miles.

Today, I walked a path from my building to another which is about 1.5 miles round trip, up a hill and back. I did it alone, I was supposed to walk with someone but we got our times crossed. I left my earphones at home, so I walked with nothing but the music that plays constantly in my head!

 

On my way back a truck pulls up alongside of me and dude says, 'there is a snake crossing the road up ahead!' In my head I screamed 'Motherfucker, why didn't you run it over?!?!?' WTF, are we running a snake preservation here?! So we both look in the direction he's pointing (THE DIRECTION I'M HEADED and have to go in order to get back to my office) I don't have my glasses on, so why the fuck am I looking anyway? I can't see further than 5 feet in front of me, so I said thank you because I would have been right up on him before I ever saw him. Dude said 'I didn't want you to see him and have a heart attack!' Well you got that shit right, cause I sure would have!

Dude: He's crossed over now. You're good.  So, for real, was there ever really a snake or did dude just wanna say something? I think there was, and if yes, WHAT NEXT?!?! I'm walking in the heat, sun so bright I need SPF 90, bees, wasps, deer and now snakes!

But I have a goal! So tomorrow it's another long walk.

Back Seat

Heart racing.
Hips gyrating.
Tongues playing.
Adjust.
Deeper.
Touch me here.
Yes.
Here I cum.
Satisfied.
Heart still racing.

Shut the Fuck Up

Females always wondering why...why this, why that? 9 times out of 10, the answer is Shut the Fuck Up!

1. Why don't I have a man? Cause you won't shut the fuck up! In my experience, all men don't talk alot, but when they do talk they want to know you're listening. How you gonna listen when you won't shut the fuck up?

2.  Why my man gotta go to the bar before he comes home? Cause you won't shut the fuck up! He knows as soon as he walks in the door, you gonna start with the bullshit, so he needs a drink first. It dulls his senses.

3. Why my kids so bad? Cause you won't shut the fuck up! Cause you won't, they won't. They're just doing what they see you doing. They may not do it at home (how can they when you're running your fucking mouth) but they are out somewhere acting just like you!

4. How come my life is a wreck? Cause you won't shut the fuck up! Speak life (positivity, not death - negativity) into your situation OR...wait for it...Shut the Fuck Up!

Check your situation...analyze what and how much you have to say...then, do or don't shut the fuck up, it's up to you! If you do, trust and believe, some of those things will turn around.

Where is the Love?

I think this is part of my 'bi-polarity'! I have not been diagnosed with it, but I woke up down. (lol at that phrase)

Anyway, this is so titled because I don't feel any. I don't feel fat or ugly, just unloved. I try to keep all the people in my life happy, and I feel like I'm coming up severely short! Everybody wants a little bit of something from me and I'm feeling like I'm a disappointment to all those people.

Unfortunately, not everybody's love is unconditional, not even my kids'. So when I come up short, so does the love.

that is all.

I'm an Artist...

and I'm sensitive about my shit!

so I've been told that I censor myself when I'm talking, but this is how I see it (and how you should see it too LOL) I'm a wordsmith...similar to the blacksmiths of old...words are my craft. real world job, hobby, side job, even games. i am in constant edit mode. on paper and in my head. i am always looking for the right word(s). why use 2 words when 1 will do?

there is another side to that specific conversation and i do/did edit myself because some people can't handle when others keep it real. That's why I'm here! so thanks.

I'm Chillin

How are you?
I'm chillin...
What's up?
I'm chillin...

Really? Do you need a blanket or a jacket or a cup of hot tea?!

I HATE THAT SHIT!

Welcome to My Mind

Allow me to re-introduce myself...my name is Hov, H to the O V...hahaha I'm just kidding. As you can see, I got jokes. I am a '70s child and for some time the tv and radio were my babysitter, so you should understand that in any given situation I may just blurt out a line from a movie or tv show or even a line from a song (like my opening line) 

I have a lot on my mind and this is the chosen place for me to relieve myself. It wasn't my idea, blame him or thank him, however you're feeling. I think I will thank him! (later and in person) I feel free-er already! I'm sure that's not a word, but this place is not for proofreading or editing. I may even say irregardless from time to time. Who's gonna check me?!?!?