He is making it easier to recognize love. I see it in his eyes. Caring. Concern. Desire. An honest answer, even if the answer is not what I want to hear, but he shares his soul, his fears, his hopes.
Funny, I've actually known him more than half my life. Sure, most of that time was apart, living separate lives, but a man like him is impossible to forget. and I never did. I believe everything happens for a reason. I believe the things we have been through separately have prepared us for each other.
He sat in my Sunday School class this morning, and I don't know if I can express how happy that made me. I was nervous beforehand. I am always nervous when I am teaching the adult class, but his presence was so calming. The look on his face was so encouraging, I was sad to hear the 'wrap it up' music.
He is more than a lover, he is my friend. my best friend. He offered his opinion and his help to me this afternoon. I accepted. At first I was resistant (that is my way, I am working on it) but I came to my senses because of who he is and (after hearing the sermon today) knowing that he has my best interest at heart. I submitted to his idea. He later tried to explain his thought process, I appreciate the attempt at the explanation, but it was not necessary.
There is no thought of time and he's always on my mind.
He even went to WaWa and made my coffee perfectly!
Without him, I'd be lovesick and empty...
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